Thoughts and ideas swirl and blow
My mindset is a complete mess.
For whatever reason, I doubt all I know
And from my heart I hold on to my yes.
Obedience or defiance, surrender or pride
This time I’m unsure, I confess.
I come seeking your will, but wanting to hide
And from this place I question my yes.
I kneel to pray, my head in my hands
I can trust that you have more and not less.
I can lament the death of my own schemes and plans
And in this posture I try on my yes.
I feel fear and grief and freedom and release
What the future holds is beyond my guess.
But my spirit can feel your gift of peace
So in this moment, I offer my yes.