Thoughts and ideas swirl and blow

My mindset is a complete mess.

For whatever reason, I doubt all I know

And from my heart I hold on to my yes.

Obedience or defiance, surrender or pride

This time I’m unsure, I confess.

I come seeking your will, but wanting to hide

And from this place I question my yes.

I kneel to pray, my head in my hands

I can trust that you have more and not less.

I can lament the death of my own schemes and plans

And in this posture I try on my yes.

I feel fear and grief and freedom and release

What the future holds is beyond my guess.

But my spirit can feel your gift of peace

So in this moment, I offer my yes.

I am a wife to Greg; mom to Greg Jr., Zach and Kate; Soul Healing Hostess; writer; artist; lover of Jesus and seeker of the elusive wonders of simplicity, truth, balance and rest.

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